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ha .. here i am [15 Jan 2004|07:42pm]
[ music | bright eyes - touch ]

i havent been here in a long time.. sorry to disappear like that...
school sucks.
i need more friends.
i need more things to do.
and no boys ever like me.
that about sums up my life since the last update.

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Missing Out?? [29 Nov 2003|11:19pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | taking back sunday - head club ]

hmm I normally dont think this way but...
Well I have never been kissed and I keep wondering if this means i am missing out?? i usually dont feel that way.. but you know what i mean.. all of my friends have and most everyone else has been kissed before too...
It just makes me wonder...
I mean it will happen when it is supposed too.. but still.. it would be nice..
But i guess if i dont have it.. then it will be more special when i do get kissed.. but hey.. well i think you guys may understand what i have been thinking...
by the way.. Frankenmuth was fun..I'll write more about it later

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yay! [26 Nov 2003|10:28pm]
Well what can i say?? This just made me feel very special...

PunkieDuckChick: im a good girl
PunkieDuckChick: lol
WreckLess W Fire: lol yeah
WreckLess W Fire: you are
WreckLess W Fire: your a very rare person lol
PunkieDuckChick: lol
PunkieDuckChick: my innocence?
WreckLess W Fire: yeah
PunkieDuckChick: i think thats a good thing
PunkieDuckChick: and i think being rare is good too
WreckLess W Fire: yes it is
PunkieDuckChick: hmmm
PunkieDuckChick: one day some guy is going to be so lucky!
PunkieDuckChick: lol
WreckLess W Fire: oh yeah
PunkieDuckChick: do you agree
WreckLess W Fire: tahts def true lol
PunkieDuckChick: lol
PunkieDuckChick: im special
PunkieDuckChick: lol
WreckLess W Fire: hehe yup
PunkieDuckChick: that boy better appreciate it too!
WreckLess W Fire: he probably wont men are jstu like that
PunkieDuckChick: hm
PunkieDuckChick: well
PunkieDuckChick: i'll just have to find one as rare as me!
WreckLess W Fire: lol yeah
PunkieDuckChick: let the search begin
PunkieDuckChick: lol
WreckLess W Fire: and a long one tahts gonna be lol j/k im sure you will find the right one
PunkieDuckChick: i will i know
PunkieDuckChick: well i have to go
PunkieDuckChick: goodnight
WreckLess W Fire: ok
WreckLess W Fire: goodngiht

Goodnight everyone!
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ha ha [26 Nov 2003|09:58pm]
Just got off the phone with Janell.. we talked of many things...
"I'm gonna eat your dickies for breakfast" Lol .. one of our many new jokes
And we both like Box Car Racer now.. because i burned her the cd..
I am going to miss her when i leave tomorrow.. but i will be back on fri. then we can bond hopefully.. we havent slept over each others' houses in a long time.. which means. we havent been able to have like a meaningful talk.. and those can be nice..
I read "the perks of being a wallflower".. now i am going to read it again.. because i liked it.. im not sure how much though.. but i am just like that with books.
i cleaned my room today and listened to a lot of Something Corporate...
my hair scared me this morning because i am not used to it..
if any body can recommend some more good books.. please do so.. some books like the perks of being a wallflower.. or maybe something as good or better.. if possible.. i really need to read some good books.. they are hard to find and the perks..... is the best one i have read in awhile
bye
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and the rest of the day.... [25 Nov 2003|06:56pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | not any right now.. Seinfeld?? ]

well leaving for Frankenmuth in a day or two..
school was alright.. Mr. Shull is going to be a way better teacher than Mr. Blume.
Vikki wasnt at school.. so i didnt tell Hundey about the Nick convos... ha ha.. I need vikki for that.. no way was i gonna fly solo...
yep.. thats about it.. vikki and me are going to tell him on monday after the holiday
Dyed my hair and got it cut today.. yep.. beautiful if i must say so myself...
oh convo with harry today ha ha.. he said I smelt like pot and i said 'no just cigarettes, but i dont smoke them' and he's like "You're a writer.. you have to smoke cigarettes' and i said well i dont and he said "well you are a writer so you have to start" or something like that LOL it was funny
Oh yes.. harry has shoelaces that say "Sex Can Wait" on them.. he's going to give them to me! i am so excited! those will be so cool to have!!! how awesome is that??? Yes that makes me happy.. because I am a Barlow Girl.. lol.. and i just need to find a Barlow Boy!!! ha ha
well gotta go..
I wont be on for a while with the holiday and all.. so see ya....

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okay [25 Nov 2003|06:48pm]
This is my update for the weekend...
well i went to the grocery store today..
this is the conversation between me and some cute guy
"nice Bracelets"~cute guy
"thanks" ~me
"how much for the black one" ~ him
"how much do you want to give me"
" hmm we could trade" ~ he pulls out a keychain
"you can just have it if you want" ~me.. hands over favorite black beaded bracelet
" are you sure"
"yeah"~me
"thanks a lot"~ him
then i started to leave and he stopped me and was all
"thanks again I really appreciate it"~him
That was pretty cool.. I feel naked.. that one was like my favorite
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Nick Lebetz Doesn't run for president!!!!!!!!!! (that's so sad) [24 Nov 2003|08:38pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | the clicking of the keyboard and the screams in my head!!!!! ]

Genius pure genius!!!!! Nick Lebetz just so totally IMed me!!!!!1 Yes genius!!!!!!! I feel so special LOL
He IMed Vikki too!!! Go Vikki Go Vikki!!!!! Yes..

me pirate go arg: whats a duck?
PunkieDuckChick: hmm good question
PunkieDuckChick: take a guess
me pirate go arg: PunkieDuckChick: we will write Nick Lebetz in on ballots when we vote!!! ha ha


me pirate go arg: whats up with this
PunkieDuckChick: yeah that was me
PunkieDuckChick: it was a joke with vikki
PunkieDuckChick: because she is so totally obsessed with you!
me pirate go arg: I'm the only person totally obsessed with me
PunkieDuckChick: i will be sure to inform her of this immediately
PunkieDuckChick: do you even know who i am??? lol
me pirate go arg: no
PunkieDuckChick: hmm you may have seen me before
PunkieDuckChick: its true that i am the girl who job shadowed mr. hundey!
PunkieDuckChick: if you recall that fine day

yes the convo was short but it holds a place in my heart... Read Vikki's journal now!!!!! talk about this later I promise

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Nick Lebetz Doesn't run for president!!!!!!!!!! (that's so sad) [24 Nov 2003|08:33pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | the clicking of the keyboard and the screams in my head!!!!! ]

Genius pure genius!!!!! Nick Lebetz just so totally IMed me!!!!!1 Yes genius!!!!!!! I feel so special LOL
He IMed Vikki too!!! Go Vikki Go Vikki!!!!! Yes..

me pirate go arg: whats a duck?
PunkieDuckChick: hmm good question
PunkieDuckChick: take a guess
me pirate go arg: PunkieDuckChick: we will write Nick Lebetz in on ballots when we vote!!! ha ha


me pirate go arg: whats up with this
PunkieDuckChick: yeah that was me
PunkieDuckChick: it was a joke with vikki
PunkieDuckChick: because she is so totally obsessed with you!
me pirate go arg: I'm the only person totally obsessed with me
PunkieDuckChick: i will be sure to inform her of this immediately
PunkieDuckChick: do you even know who i am??? lol
me pirate go arg: no
PunkieDuckChick: hmm you may have seen me before
PunkieDuckChick: its true that i am the girl who job shadowed mr. hundey!
PunkieDuckChick: if you recall that fine day

yes the convo was short but it holds a place in my heart... Read Vikki's journal now!!!!! talk about this later I promise

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I'm back ... [24 Nov 2003|05:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | hold- saves the day ]

wow here i am actually typing in my journal again... its a beautiful thing
today was pretty good. computer science went all right ..
Today Kiernicki told me i was sweet.. I am glad he notices.. now only if he could tell all the other boys that! LoL
I was thinking today..yep its true.. school wasnt as bad as usual..
My family is all going to Frankenmuth for Thanksgiving and like my cousin Jacqueline said "im not too sure how i feel about the chicken dinner, instead of turkey. But the biscuits, well like corn bread, there ain't nothin wrong w/ that!"
But i guess a little change wont hurt.. it'll be alright.. i think
But anyways me and her will have fun I am sure swapping cds and stuff.. I wonder how her nose ring is doing... she got one this summer... her and kassi both before i could!! unfair! lol
so yeah thats whats going on...
Oh and what is it about the song "Hold" by Saves the Day where I can just put it on repeat and listen to it over
and over and over..???? hmm I wonder
If you have any ideas please comment.. or if you have a song like that.. please notify me in the proper fashion!!!

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i think your bruise was understated cause you can't feel this anymore [19 Nov 2003|10:00pm]
today was okay. sorry i haven't been able to update.
I was grounded. so so sad.. I wrote a crazy story.. I'll post it later.. its pretty cool
today was a half day.. so i came home and pretty much slept.. I didnt get to practice my flute.. but oh well .. I finished Perfume today. the book caitlin gave me.. its pretty cool.. but I'm not entirely sure if I really like it or not yet.
I finally gave Ally her button today.. she said she liked it .. i saw her smirk when she read it.. i got it for her when she couldnt come to the mall with me.. it was sad.. she hugged me!! Yay!! ha ha Ally I owe my day to you!! ha ha.. but yeah .. thats about all for now...
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Good Times.. Good Times [09 Nov 2003|09:05pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | saves the day - sell my clothes, I'm off to Heaven ]

Yesterday.
Kendra went home halfway through the day and me and Veronica.. just hung out and chilled for the rest of the day we talked and listened to music and stuff like that
When my mom came home we made plans to go to the mall.. we called janell and she and me and veronica went together.. Ally couldn't go.. i called her.. and we didn't think we were going to go at all until 10 minutes before we actually.. so sometime soon , me Ally Janell and Vikki will possibly go...We were at the mall while all everyone else was at my brother's hockey game.
We had so much fun though.. We went to Hot Topic first.. and we got some buttons!! Yes.. buttons!!! That was cool. and i wasn't sure whether or not my mom would let me get this dress and sweater instead of a hoodie.. so we resolved to come back when my mom met us in the food court before we would leave.. and then teh most awesome thing happened.. ha ha A clown gave us balloons!!! Yes he was the coolest kid ever and i told him so..
Then we went into Marshall Fields and they had this huge thing.. like those things when you were kids and it had those metal posts and you touch them with your hand and it leaves an imprint.. well they had one that was taller then janell so we pushed them all to one side and janell ran into it.. It was so awesome!! then her head didn't make an imprint.. so i stuck mine on it .. It looked so cool!!!
Then we went to Target and got a disposable camera!!!! So we took pictures in the mall.. on their kiddie rides I went in the little school bus.. it was so funny.. My butt got stuck between the stearing wheel and the seat!! ha ha janell had to help me out and i was yelling "I'm Stuck!" help me ha ha.. woo it was so great.. Then we went into K.B toys and took pictures with their merchandise!! ha ha carebears and lacy umbrellas.. Janell tooka picture of me and Veronica on a hammock chair!! Then we went to Hot Topic again.. and my mom came to get us there early.. I got the dress and a sweater and a shirt Yay!!! ha ha it was so cool.. Then we basically went home..
They both slept over and I stayed up way later than i was supposed to.. we were al talking with my mom.. and we were laughing at my Sean Connery impression again!! Oh and I suck heliom and did funny voices.. the best thing to say when on helium is "Ahh my shoelaces are caught in the escalator!!!" Try it sometime!! seriously

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your eyes drift from me to the floor....... [09 Nov 2003|08:42pm]
Today.. I got up early in the morning and we took the girls home.. yrp it was so sad!
then I had to work at the lions game for a soccer fundraiser!! YEs I got to work the register!!! It was actually somewhat fun.. even though I was dreading it... that's about it for now!
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Last Night she said... [08 Nov 2003|10:30am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | the Simpsons.. my brother and his friend are watching it! ]

Yes last night was so awesome.. Veronica came over and I helped her with her poetry.. but the funny thing is we did that for like only a half hour!! Kendra was here because she slept over Thursday night.. even I had school.. she just hung out with my mom and grandma all day (we go to a different school.. her school had teacher conferences)
So we had so much fun.. This was the first time Veronica had ever been over my house. We knew each other last year but we just started talking to each other a couple days ago!! She is really cool though. i like her a lot. So another funny thing is that I had never asked her about her religion or anything and last night she asked me... Guess what she is a Christian too!! We believe in a lot of the same things.. next Sunday I am probably going to visit her church.
So Veronica and kendra slept over.. We went to get her stuff from her house. My mom talked to her mom while we got what she needed. Kendra scared Sal so much. She was all hyper and doing her crazy Kendra thing!! He just had the look of fear on his face like "Get her out of here" ha ha.. I kept saying "Sal I am so sorry you had to bear witness to this".. which was pretty funny because i kept apologizing and he's like 'Rachel it's ok" ha ha.. Wow it was pretty funny though. she like just comes into his room and starts looking at all his stuff and Kendra didn't even know him!! ha ha
Then when we got home, we talked and listened to music and stuff like that.. We had macaroni and cheese at 1:00 in the morning .. Well i have to go..
I'll check back in later.. I might go to the mall tonight with Veronica, Vikki, Janell , and Ally so.. I'll tell you about that if it happens!!

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what a wonderous day... [06 Nov 2003|10:11pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | clicking keyboard ]

Okay once again .. I attended. school.. for what purpose?? i do not know... Chemistry .. is not a good class. and for come reason all my friends in my math class decided to rearrange seats like the teacher.said in the process cutting me out of the table.. Wow... now I am pretty much alone.. yipeee
Harry Awdey tried to get me to let him give me a piggy back ride to 2nd hour.. i did not let him.. but he pulled me away from Vikki when I was talking to her and made me walk with him to class. it was interesting.. he just wont take no for an answer!! hee hee i didn't mind though.. Harry is pretty cool...
Well I went to writer's club after school and read my most intense poem yet.. or at least I think so. they liked it... so did caitlin. janell. breanna. christine tabetha, and Jenna.. I am glad.. oh and Veronica..that was cool.. I am not quite sure what Alex thought of it though!
Then I came home.. and Kendra is sleeping over. .she doesn't have school tomorrow.. i wish i didn't i might not go.. i think i need a break from. school .. i have been so frustrated lately.
.uck .. a day off would be nice.. so we'll see what happens tomorrow.. i will let you know!!
Oh yeah Kendra typed the word 'meow" 540 times on notepad.. Beat that!! I did a toe touch in my kitchen and it actually was successful.. then i landed and slipped on my pants. tripped and fell. it was hilarious!! i will never forget it!! Maybe i will tell you more about today.. tomorrow...

Oh and for those of you following the saga.. i got my magazine back today..

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Hello all..... [05 Nov 2003|08:31pm]
[ mood | ?? i cant figure it out ]
[ music | the tv in the background but there's a song stuck in my head ]

Senses Fail - one eight seven
It's so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window, let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat right next to me
Well I should've known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.

I like those lyrics.. I had a pretty good day..
I have "Perfume" now.. I started reading it...
I listened to Thursday and Taking Back Sunday during independent research.. Mr. Wahl came in and turned it off. how can you not like those bands?? it amazes me.. hee hee
Got out of school... saw a startling sight...I came home slept .. got up.. wrote.. ate.. watched a movie.. thats about it.. and i still have to do my math homework...
I felt pretty good earlier.. but i dont know.. I am kind of tired and I am in the writing mood but i dont know what to write about.. I think I am going to lay down now.. hopefully i will fall asleep.. maybe I will have a good dream...

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I have a punk rock princess and you dont !!! [04 Nov 2003|08:58pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | bright eyes - fallin out of love at this volume ]

Ha ha
Well today was quite eventful.. I went to school and did what else? schoolwork.. Caitlin gave me the book "Perfume" so I can read it.. I let her borrow "Speak" which is an awesome book if I may say so myself...
School was normal and boring.. and Mr. wahl's class was like always...
Then i cameth home... I skateboarded on the porch with my brother... Chad came over for help on Algebra from my mom. we hung out.. Watched the movie "Angus". Like the greatest movie ever!! I have seen that movie so many times. that i couldn't count..
We jumped on the trampoline.. that was fun
I talked to Janell on the phone.. that was wonderfully fun...
that was about all of my day...
Oh then I came on the internet after I did my math homework and updated this thing....
Yay! I get my magazine back tomorrow!!

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Yesterday.... [04 Nov 2003|08:01pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | green day basketcase ]

Yesterday was computer science... writing another Qbasic program.. it can be so boring... its like they should just tell you what some things are when she writes on the projector.
I left and we went and picked up my grandma because she is staying for the week and that was about it...
I asked asked Jason if he still wanted my candy.. which was pretty funny seeing as how he did that on halloween
I finished school like any other day mostly.. oh we had to get together in groups and make a culture for if we got stuck on a deserted island.. that was pretty fun.. in Hundey's class....
thats all... i am almost sure of it

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hello again... [02 Nov 2003|09:55pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | thursday - war all the time ]

i finished my math homework!! yay..... I have a little bit of Chemistry left.. but for some reason I dont get it.. thus leading me to have to ask Alex about it tomorrow...
I have a question.. is the picture of Nick Wheeler showing up on everybody's computer.. it isn't showing up on the one in my room.. but it does on the one in my kitchen so please let me know if it does or does not show up on your computer!!!
Guess what tomorrow.. after school. i go to the doctors and get to pick up my grandma cuz she is going to stay at our house this week.. it should be most interesting... yes the grandma Janell is going to go clubbing with!!!! Some of you know about that...
School should be interesting tomorrow.. it may be most eventful.. there are some things on my mind.. i keep thinking about them... i probably shouldn't think about some stuff so much....
Okay i am so upset I can not find my Taking Back Sunday cd anywhere and it is driving me so nuts.. because I can't listen to it if I don't have it.. and I am so in the mood to listen to it... Uck!!!! It is really upsetting me....
on a lighter tone... I forgot to tell you all about how I got Cat in the Hat bedsheets... They are so cool. I used to love the Cat in the Hat .. the sheets are so comfy.. I love them so much..
Oh and Jake when I went to Kmart I found out that you are famous.. Get this...I was looking at mp3 players and one had the fake plastic screen to show what it would look like when it was playing... and it said "Your song" ha ha!!! Sorry if I got your hopes up at first! I thought that was so great seeing as how you are going to put "Your Song" out as an mp3 soon!!
I am going to sleep now!!!

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its me again....... [02 Nov 2003|02:16pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | aar- the cigarette song ]

Vikki dear.. thank you oh so much for help on the layout.. greatly appreciated *mwah*
Do you like the layout? i am so happy and proud it is no longer just an ugly blurty template!!!!!!
well okay.. yeah.... guess what i am somewhat confused as of now.. about what i don't know.....
I can't wait until Christmas.. i am going to get my bass guitar finally.... I am oh so excited about that... i really am you have no idea how much i want it...then I can finally start putting all my songs together... i hope that i can find someone to start a band with.... if you know me and you are interested.... Let me know!!
I went to a new church this morning.. it was good to go back to church again... i was missing it for awhile... i hope that it will have an awesome youth group though.. i really want to be with a bunch of kids like me....well i cant really explain it....
oh yay.. i have an email adress.. a new one.. its nickwheelers_girl@hotmail.com
How cool is that!?!?! hee hee.....

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halloween [02 Nov 2003|01:31pm]
[ mood | ............ ]
[ music | senses fail - 187 ]

I realize that i haven't told you at all about Halloween... yep so here it is...
I got ready at Janell's house in the morning... i went to school and took a test and got lots of homework for chemistry and algebra2 yay.. fun.. then I went to the high school and we got ready and gave the youngins a parade.. that was actually quite fun....
i went home and i slept.. i then woke up and went to janells house to get ready for the night.. we did..i sprayed my hair a hot pink color.. it was so awesome... we walked around uptown and went to only like four houses and most were out of candy!! yay.. actually i just wanted to walk around.. we saw harry and he came over and talked to us.. he hugged me again.. that was funny. then we walked to Janell's house...
THIS IS HOW I FEEL AND I DONT CARE IF YOU READ THIS... IF YOU ARE OFFENDED OH WELL BECAUSE ITS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW AND YOU CANT TELL ME I CANT FEEL THIS WAY...
okay a little disclaimer for who this is about..
at janells tabetha and all them showed up.... my god they were being so stupid.. i hate it sometimes they all say and do the dumbest things.. like donny jumping off the porch so stupid.. and he was dumb enough to keep doing it when i told him to ... ha ha... they really embarass me sometimes because they say some of the dumbest things.. i hope other people dont think that i am like that... because i really am not.. and i feel so dumb when they do that sometimes that i even say " you guys scare me" and stuff like that... oh well i guess that wasn't that bad to say actually.. if you are one of them please dont be upset because well whatever...
now okay while at janells all the skaters passed our house and janell said "Hey Barb" to Ross and he was just like "oh hi" i thought that was kind of funny.. i'm glad he didnt care that she said that... then Donny is all"why do they call him Barb" what a genious kid... that was pretty funny... some of them said hi to janell and she just yells...."get away from my house".. she is always saying stuff like that... it's somewhat funny....
then later when all my friends were gone from janells... except me janell and corey... Jason and Brianna came to the house and they tied there hoodies up...(to look scary??)... and were saying "give me all your candy" and i was saying "well even if i did i dont think it would help you very much seeing as how i only went to one house" .. that was kind of funny.. then janell started yelling or something like that...
then we went to Tabetha's party.. it was pretty fun.. we did a scavenger hunt... and one of the items we had to get was a candy cane.. and I told.. chad donny and nick.. the others on my team.. that we should eat it and leave one little piece left.. so we each had some of it.. that was funny ..a nd at the end we were like "what if we ate one of our clues??" that was pretty funny.. i think that i came up witha funny idea.. okay well that's about it...

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