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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
1:07 am - shocking
I can't believe how oblivious I was a year ago. How could I say such horrible things about my family? It tears me apart, the way I treated my mother. We have always been close but a year ago I was such a horrible person that I didn't see how I was hurting her. Now that I do everything is different. I've stopped drinking, swearing, and treating everyone around me badly. I'm a different person, in some ways. I've just become more kind and not so careless about what I do to my body. I still have that dirty mind but that will never go away. I've been told I get it from my mother (which is a little nasty but undeniable). I'm glad I remembered this journal. I made the entries that I badmouthed my family private because I'm embarrassed to admit that I actually wrote them.

I'm so glad my mom decided to forgive me.

current mood: shocked
current music: Skindred//World Domination

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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
2:27 am
I'm bored and need to stay awake.
Some are bad. *grin*

here they is )

Okay, that's enough for tonight.

current mood: apathetic
current music: Escaflowne//Secret Track

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Thursday, November 27th, 2003
9:26 pm
Alright, I figured it out. Lets just say Im not too clever. I love the layout, thankyou me. Second layout that Ive done myself and love. I love the icon but will hopefully find a better one. Thats all for now.

Happy Thanksgiving!

current mood: accomplished
current music: Kaijura Chie//Kimi Ni Todoke

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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
2:02 am - hmm
im not sure if i like this....

Vist my Greatestjournal, Livejournal, Deadjournal, Caleida, and Xanga.

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