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all american rejects - your star |
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Well, you're never gonna guess who I bumped into today.
*coughs* My ex-boyfriend. I didn't even talk to him, I just looked at him and walked away.
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU WONDER EZRA!?!
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[01 Mar 2003|10:59pm] |
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Gin Blossoms - Anywhere You Go |
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( Looking Back On The Things I've Done.. )
Woah..memories. Lots of memories..
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[28 Feb 2003|09:28pm] |
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Switchfoot - You |
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There's always something
In the way
There's always something
Getting through
But it's not me
it's You
Have you ever just seen someone and you feel like you've known them for ages, but you have never seen them in your life? You just look at them and you swear that you've talked to them. Just by their smile, or the look in their eyes.
Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in
What I know
Not in me
It's in You
It's all I know
I mean I can't neccasarily say I've felt that until a few days ago. I just looked at him and I felt it. I had this feeling that I knew him from somewhere, I couldn't pick up where, just somewhere. His eyes...they had this look. As if he felt worried, scared, sad, happy, and truthful...all at one time.
And I find peace
When I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
Not in me
But in You
I hope to lose myself
For good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me
It's You
It's all I know
*laughs, shaking her head* You know what am I thinking, he's just a guy. Yeah..*sighs* just a guy.
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[23 Feb 2003|12:07pm] |
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Iio - "Rapture" |
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They say the perfect guy can make you happy, right? The one that will be your
Knight in shining armor, Your Prince Charming...whatever you may call it. The saddest thing in my life is that I've never truly had a guy that I can say has made me completley happy.
I mean....*sighs* I want a completley dorky guy. Someone who will do something completley and utterly dorky for me...because I love those kind of things. *laughs* I've always dreamed of a guy that would want to like, cuddle with me while its raining or sit with me by a fire and just talk. Its the whole package for me.
Guitar players do something for me to. Like just to see a guy all alone playing a guitar looking like the world can't bother him and he's just there...playing guitar. *shakes her head* I'm such a dork.
Maybe I will never find him. Who knows..who really knows..
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[21 Feb 2003|09:48pm] |
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the song my friends my friends performed over and over |
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There's something in the way
Your eyes stare through mine
I said these things will stay this way
But you put your heart far behind
We speak thousand words, pictures in my mind
Empty words and empty promises
Please don't say good bye
So come back to the days
We spent time for a while
We spent some time away
As birds pass us by
And if we don't ever make it
Together in our lives
Just you know I loved you all the while..
just wow...um wow...*wipes a tear* my friend gave me a tape of that song that someone she knew wrote and it is probably the most beautiful song I've ever heard. It made me cry so it has to be beautiful. *laughs* I wanna find out who sang it so I can track them down, because just yeah....wow...i'm completley amazed by it. *smiles softly*
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[20 Feb 2003|11:53am] |
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I've been sick and it sucks really bad, I've been at work but I get major headaches and have to head over to the drug store every 0.1 seconds.
Anyways, I was walking through the mall on my break yesterday, and I saw this guy...*laughs a little* in Supercuts. I just kind of stared for a minute because he was gorgeous. Come to think of it, he was shampooing some ladies hair. Now I know what you're thinking, what the fuck is so attractive about a guy that shampoos peoples hair? Well I'll tell you, his eyes, oh my lord his eyes were gorgeous, I could have just looked at them forever. Then, of course, being the loser I am, stared at this hot guy for too long and now half my break is over. *shakes head*
To think I don't even know his name...
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[17 Feb 2003|09:26pm] |
who wants to prettify my journal? pweezzeee?
im me @ asstastic ansley
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[17 Feb 2003|10:45am] |
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the used x on my own |
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We got that shirt in today. Thats basically what ALL our clothes friggin look like. We have sections..pink, orange, sporty,...its kind of odd.
Well anyways, working here has been alright...the occasional hot guy will come in and try to pick something out for their girlfriend or their sister and ask me to help. I'm such a loser when it comes to guys..I forget what to say, how to act...I'm a total wreck. But if I like the guy as a friend, or if the guy is someone I feel I can get used to...then I'll take the plunge to get to know him.
Thank god I'm off today. *sighs, blasting her stereo*
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[15 Feb 2003|05:05pm] |
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Yeah. I'm Ansley. I work at Forever 21. You know, that store that plays annoying Europop and British club music 24/7? I like working there, but damn, change the music!
*makes a face putting an ugly shirt on the counter*
So, I'm 19. Still undecided where I'm gonna be heading off to for college. I want to end designing clothes or maybe modeling if I'm lucky. I did like mini shoots because I made my mom enter me in John Robert Powers for a year. *laughs* That was a year of hell.
I'm a very nice person once you get to know me. I do have....have a problem opening up to people. I mean, if I've known you forever I can't tell you the Bible of my life but if I met you like a month ago, its gonna be hard for me to open because of...past relationships. *coughs* yeah.
so thats enough about me. shit. the boss is coming back.
*clicks update quickly and walks away*
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