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Monday, January 24th, 2005
9:50 pm - RIP

I'm going to stop writing in this thing for awhile, i got bored and started a new one.

current mood: drained
current music: Korn - Word Up

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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
12:01 am - More Quiz Type Things

You Are the Peacemaker


You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others.

Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict.

You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come.

Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

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Friday, January 7th, 2005
4:40 pm - What...Aparently i'm going to hell
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
10:36 pm
Alright, well i left off with school dieing, that was pretty cool. The next three days kind of sucked though. I finished my chrsitmas shopping, that was good. Sarah liked her present plus i got 2 ties from her. I got a card from Nat and another card from Courtney and Kailey:)

K the weekend... I can't remember.

Couldn't sleep sunday night/ monday morning i have no idea why. Slept in Tuesday morning :) played bass for 2 hours straight :) guitar for the rest of the day. I came up with some pretty madddddddddd Basslines. Wednesday...that's today. I didn't do anything.

Anywho... Kailey said that we could go somewhere new years eve but i don't know if i can...crazy parents.

current mood: giddy

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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
4:21 pm
School died today, the power went out so we got to go home, Sundal compared us to 7 year olds going bowling or some shit. Oh well, i walked home with Neva and her house was locked up so she was looking at her dog, which is a pretty cool looking dog. Then we went to frenchan's it was really little, and my sister's class was hyper, dumb kids. I walked home and slept on my couch for a while, then i went out to get Sarah's present. Got Sarah's present, it's kickass. went home now i'm doing this and i'm going to go get some cake.


current mood: accomplished

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Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
8:40 pm
whoa, i haven't updated in a while. I bought some super cool gloves on monday, they're checkered! So anyhow i was sitting in the hall with my super cool gloves and Ms. Johnson come barrelling down the hall and she's like "Sir you'll have to come with me." and she took me to the office and took away my gloves. Fuck her. I asked why i wasn't allowed to wear them and she says " You could conceal something in them." Now looking at my gloves, they're skin tight and have no fingers. I think she was just picking on me. In the words of some random gangsta i was talking to..."what a bitch."

current mood: apathetic
current music: The Cure - Lovecats

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Monday, November 15th, 2004
9:32 pm
I failed my math test today, 32%. I've tried to not worry about anything lately, i heard it gives people stomachaches, which can't be good. I've cared about things but never really worried, mostly if something bad happens then my first reaction is "Shit happens", even when i failed my test today and found out that i might fail the course. Aparently the teachers worried about me. Oh well, math sucks - i'm going to be a rock star anyways i'll hire someone to do my accounting.

current mood: lazy
current music: The Vandals - Pirates Life

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Sunday, November 7th, 2004
9:10 pm

Well i suppose it's the same old shit again, i still kind of like Sarah but realize that nothing will happen.

Anyhow, i had the honour roll cerimony on friday. After we were supposed to go back to class, but i don't think anyone did. I walked around with griff, evan, nat and rachel for a bit - then rachel dissapeared and then we went upstairs and Sarah's science class was there - Sarah got out early and her mom and sister were there - but then they kind of dissapeared and i walked sarah to her locker then out to her sisters car. that was pretty cool. But then i went to back to look for everyone and i found sergi - then we found griff and evan in south campus so we hung out there until the bell wrang. that's about it.

Oh yeah, i bought a maniquin like on those back medicine commercials with the pins going into the dude's back.

current mood: dorky
current music: random jazz

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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
9:31 pm
I've decided to put up some song lyrics because i'm bored...

I don't have plans and schemes
And I don't have hopes and dreams
I, I, I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

And I don't have fond desires
And I don't have happy hours
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

Happiness and I guess
I never will again
When you walked out on me
In walked ol' misery
And she's been here since then

I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

current music: Guns N Roses - Since I Don't Have You

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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
6:06 pm
Ok I'm bored so I'm going to write out some stuff i need to buy.

1) Squier Bronco Bass - $150.00
2) Peavey Millenium 5 string bass - $239.00
3) Dean "Cabbie" Stylist Bass - $479.00
4) King Upright "Slap King" Bass - $1499.00
5) Yorkville BassMaster XM200 Amp - $555.00

That's about it.

current mood: apathetic
current music: The Misfits - Runaway

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Thursday, October 28th, 2004
4:00 pm

Sarah asked Neva if i liked her today - thats kind of wierd because someone in the halled asked me if i was going out with her yet - i don't know why that's wierd but it kind of struck me as wierd, just both happening in the same day. I had a really good time with her on tuesday after school, it was only for about half an hour, but it was awesome. It was the first time i've been around her in a long time where it didn't feel awkward. We just kind of rambled about nothing while i helped her with her homework. It was pretty cool - i don't know why. Oh well, i don't know whats going on now - should i tell her i like her or not - i don't think so.

current mood: aggravated
current music: the go go's - our lips are sealed

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Thursday, October 21st, 2004
1:34 pm
Went to National Sports after school today, it was ok, i was too tired to fully enjoy it though. I played Ninja Turtles which is a pretty cool game. then me and Neva played...FEED BIG BERTHA = coolest game ever invented - i'm going to build one and it will be cool. Oh and i plazed some pansy game where you knowck down cats or something - i didn't get any tokens from it though *shakes fist* Right on i'm leaving now.

current mood: content

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Sunday, October 17th, 2004
9:57 pm
I don't think i've updated in a while - It's mostly because i've got nothing to say.

current mood: apathetic
current music: Save Ferris - The World is New

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Saturday, October 9th, 2004
12:24 pm
Everyone must see Shark Tale.

Arg, I have to learn Fly By Night on bass. I want a new amp for my bass, i think i blew the one i have now.

current mood: apathetic
current music: Reel Big Fish - Drunk Again

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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
5:25 pm
Arg - all my journal entries are about emotions and such. enough of that - i'm sick of it. Oh well

current mood: apathetic

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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
5:56 pm
well, it turns out Neva preoved me wrong in 4 words, however i don't care anymore i'm fine now.

current mood: apathetic
current music: Mustard plug - Walk away from here

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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
1:23 am
I've been lifting weights since 11:30, i can't feel my arms, legs or stomach anymore. I can't sleep i'm totaly drained, yet very awake. My throat is dry, it feels like it's closing up. Stoopid cold. No one is online right now so i'm sharing my problems with the internet.

I thought i was done with Sarah, she's my best friend so nothing can happen. But Neva proved that i wasn't over her yet with just three words. Oh well, i guess it will just end up being a vicious cycle. I'll say i don't like Sarah, then eventually i'll get proven wrong.

I wish i could talk to her about it but our conversations get awkward when i bring it up, maybe not for her but for me they do. I just wish someone would tell her for me - just to see what she thinks about it. lol probably nothing though - it will be like all the other times - our relationship will stay the same and be kind of awkward for a bit then go back to normal. But normal is still kind of awkward for me, i have to make sure i don't let anything slip out. She's different when i talk to her in person now. On msn she called me cute and sweet and we could talk about anything at just about anytime. Now i talk to her and she's calling someone else cute or sweet - i suppose i'm kind of jealous. We can still talk about pretty much anything but i always fuck up when i'm talking to her in person, i can't really word things right when i'm with her.

Sometimes i wonder if i ever had a chance with her - i doubt i did. Then sometimes i wonder if i ever will - i doubt that even more. Even if she wasn't my best friend i probably wouldn't have any chance in the present or future. I've come to a point now where i don't really give a shit if she knows i just don't want to be the one to tell her. Maybe i should ask someone to do me a favour and talk to her. I just don't want to fuck up...

current mood: drained

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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
9:41 pm - Pimptastic?
Yes! me and Howe are starting a band!

and for some reason everytime my name and bass are mentioned by howe, some form of the word pimp is between them. ie. pimptastic, pimpin' etc. lol i'm not really that good.

current mood: creative
current music: Anti-Flag - No More Dead

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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
10:38 pm

I just realized that just about all of my entries have been about Sarah. One day I'll make one without her in it. I guess i kind of failed this time. Well yeah, i decided that i don't like her as much anymore now. There's still lingering feelings but i don't know what they are. She's my best friend, It's not fair to her if i try and make it something more.

current mood: blah
current music: Duran Duran - A View to A Kill

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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
8:53 am
Well, i haven't updated in awhile so i'm doing it now. I don't really like Sarah anymore, she's pretty cool, but she's my best friend. I've decided 80's music is cool too. And i wrote a reggae version of the song "Take Me Home Country Roads" by John Denver. The orginal was gay so i had to make a good version of it.

current mood: apathetic
current music: Duran Duran - Rio

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