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Joshua Scott Chasez's Blurty:
| Monday, September 1st, 2003 | |
| 2:09 am | :sighs and rubs his eyes: I should become a monk...relationships are too complicated :grumbles: I already have the bald head.. Current Mood: depressed |
| Sunday, August 31st, 2003 | |
| 12:58 am | ..what's wrong with this?! ( Read more... ) |
| Wednesday, August 27th, 2003 | |
| 2:24 pm | |
| Monday, August 25th, 2003 | |
| 2:37 pm | ooc ( Read more... ) |
| Wednesday, August 20th, 2003 | |
| 11:19 am | I've been putting this off, but only because I've been too busy getting caught up with everyone and spending time with everyone I missed. Two weeks is a long time. At least if you're spending those two weeks away from everyone you love. It was, however, worth it. The treatment was a success. There were no complications...and the chemotherapy killed what was left. I'll still have to get checked once a year but..:smiles: It's over. Now it's back to being a husband, father and pillow. Oh..and..:lifts his cap, revealing some hair starting to come back: It's coming back! :laughs: Lance has been pouncing me since I got back...a lot of lost time to make up for. :smirks, hearing some groans: Oh shut up...I'm in love, and I'm happy. He's amazing...last night, he gave me a small box with a piece of paper inside reading 'everything.' :laughs softly: He has already given me everything long before that though...the day he said 'I do' he gave me the world. Love you, baby. I know I've said it a thousand times before...but I can't seem to say it enough. My baby girl murdered the dust bunnies last night. I'm still upset over that...but I love her too so I guess I'll forgive her. :laughs softly: Baby girl, love you. Thank you for taking care of Lance. We need to watch Trading Spaces again soon..ooh, and Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. And I still say you cheated..:winks: Ash, if you need to talk, man, I'm around. And Chris..:smirks: Dude, stop trying to hump my leg :laughs: Kidding...thank you for being there for me and Lance though. As much as we joke around, I really do love you, man. You're closer to me than my own brother is. And if you say one thing about how sappy that is...I'll force you to watch gay porn with me :laughs: Now there's one thing that does have me worried. Faith? I don't know what I said, but I'm sorry, hon. I don't want to give you up for adoption and neither does your other daddy...I haven't seen you for over two weeks. Daddy misses you, hon..where are you? Current Mood: awake |
| Tuesday, August 19th, 2003 | |
| 7:23 pm | Well I know I'm a whore...but even I have my limits...Pierre?!? :smirks and clings to Lance: Current Mood: amused |
| Saturday, August 16th, 2003 | |
| 5:59 pm | 0. What is your full name? Joshua Scott Bass-Chasez 1. Nicknames? Shazzam, Kitty, Baby boy, sleepy, C, Jayce, and Miss Bass. :coughs: 2. B-day? August 8th 3. Age? 24. No..really..:bites lip: gr..fine. 27 4. Sex: all man baby. Except for maybe the feathery man bags...or the sparkly pink shirts..and purple shirts..and purple/pink tight pants..and mm god..those tight black leather pants with the little butterflies on them. Aren't they cute?! 5. Who have you talked to today? Lance, Chris, willa, sean who has never seen duchovny's dick, Ashton, Babygirl, and and...OOOH Janie. And Orlando. 6. Where do u live? Orlando, LA, new york if i feel like it 7. What high school did you attend? Who cares? 8. Siblings? A brother and sister. :grins: Heather and tyler 9. Pets? Lance. I like keeping him on a leash and swatting him in the ass when he's bad 10. Zodiac sign? :plays with his leo pendant: Zodiac sign? Whats that? 11. Righty or lefty? Both. **********YOUR LOOKS********** 12. Hair color: ...what hair? :sigh: 13. Eye color: Steel blue 14. Height: taller than Chris. And Lance :grins: 15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? I wear glasses when i'm trying to look sophisticated....but really, it makes me look sexy. When I have hair. 16. Do you have any piercings? :shudders: no 19. If so, what and where? 20. Do you wear any rings? Wedding band...and toe rings. lots and lots of toe rings 21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? whatever looks good..I tend to go for the happy bright colours or sparkly...but i find alot of the time I like to wear tight black..mm 22. How are you today? Couldn't be better :grins: I am home with my husband and friends 23. What pants are you wearing right now? now? Shorts. that keep falling down..blasted things grr 24. What shirt are you wearing right now?: sweater...okay..so i'm not mr. fashion today.. 25. What does ur hair look like at the moment? I have. No. HAIR. jesus..:sighs: 26. What song are u listening to right now? Christina's "Dirrty" 27. What was the last thing u ate? mm...Chinese 28. How is the weather right now? Sunny. Warm. 29. Last person u talked to on the phone? Jen 30. Last dream you can remember? I died..but I was reborn as a cat? I dont know..I just remember alot of furballs. 31. Who are you talking to now? I'm biting Lance and cuddling with Chris 32. What time is it? 6:20 pm **********MORE ABOUT YOU!********** 33. what are the last four digits of ur phone number?: STALKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 34. If you were a crayon, what color would u be? Sky blue. ....what..you thought i'd say pink? :smirks: 35. Have you ever almost died? uh huh..cancer is not a fun thing. 36. Do u like the person who sent u this? I took it off chris...and I like him. Sometimes. When's he's nice. 37. How do u eat an Oreo? I dont. 38. What makes you happy? Lance, Lance, Lance, Lance, Music, Lance, Jen, Lance, Lance and Lance 39. What's the next CD that ur gonna buy? ooh chicago! 40. What do you do in your spare time? suck Lance off, fuck Lance, lick Lance, bite Lance, or my favorite, cuddle Lance 41. What's the best advice ever given to u? Stop fucking women. 42. Have you ever won any special award? few music awards. and. I have a wax thingy of me....well do you have one??? Didnt think so. 43. What are ur future goals? Ohhh! Learn sign language!! And I want to go on tour when i'm stronger 44. Do you like to dance? I used to hate it..used to be so shy..now :grins: Love it. It's like sex. Only with clothes on. 45. Worst sickness you have ever had? bah..cancer. Though I think chemo is the worst of it 46. What's the stupidest thing u have ever done? god..so much to pick from..um..I guess thinking I was in love with Bobbie 47. What's your favorite memory? The day Lance became my husband. 48. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? That i wasnt so stupid... 50. How many kids do u want to have?: next question 51. Son's names?: Spike! 52. Daughter's names?: Spikette 53. Do you do drugs?: You dont know what I'd do for a joint right now....or a line of cocaine. god 54. Do you drink?: yep 55: What kind of shampoo do you use?: Some kinda green teaish...stuff. I dont know. It's in chinese. 56. What sport do you hate the most?: football. It's a bunch of ugly muscled men tackling each other. And not in the fun way. 57. What are you most scared of?: death. and needles 58. How many t.v's do you have in your house?: god..um..7. Or is the one a screen...hm 59. Do you have your own?: I own them all with Lance 60. Do you have your own phone line?: I have 2 phone lines.. 61. do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Sometimes..when I'm not with Lance. His name is Poofu 62. Have you ever broken, fractured, or sprained something?: Yeah..getting hit by a car does that 63. Who do you dream about?: Lance. 64. who do u tell your dreams to?: Actually..no one 65. Who is the loudest friend u have?: Chris...sometimes Justin...someone please tape their mouths shut? 66. Who is the quietest friend you have?: Lance. I love his voice though..all deep and rumbly and..mm, baby. Tie me up and talk all ghetto to me sometime? 67. Is cheerleading a sport?: It's a sport for those poor unfortunate girls who are all tits and no brains. 68. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? I only enjoy licking Lance. And the occasional lollipop. 69. whut came first the chicken or the egg?: the...um...who the hell cares? **********YOU AND LOVE********** 70. Do you believe in love?: yes, what's the point of life without it? 72. Do you have crush on someone? mhmm 73. Who is your crush?: my sexy husband 74. Did you send this to your crush? i'm..posting this? 75. Do you ever want to get married? I already am married..wouldnt mind doing it again though with Lance. We still have to have another one 76. where do you want to go on your honeymoon? anywhere that's warm enough to not require clothes outside 77.What song do you want played at your wedding? i dont care 78. What is the first thing you notice about the oppisite sex?: eyes. 79. Are u too shy to ask someone out: Actually..I'm very shy....I'm serious, damnit. 80. Who do you wanna spend the rest of your life with? Lance ~*~WHICH IS WORSE~*~ 84. making out with Jennifer Lopez or Brittany Spears? worse? oh..god..:shudders: Both bad..sorry ladies, no offence. Just um..tits arent doing it for me. hm...I'll say..Jennifer Lopez. 85. Whats worse having your tonsils or appendix removed? tonsils..wait no...appendix would leave a scar...then again...tonsils..bad for the voice? Maybe? um..i'll have my people call your people with an answer later 86. boxers or breifs: which is worse? neither ~~~~~~~~~~HAVE YOU EVER~~~~~~~~~~ 178. Loved someone so much it makes you cry?: mhmm 179. Drank? yeah 180. Ever gotten dumped? yeah 181. Broken the law? all the time 182. Ran from the cops?: ...well..wasnt exactly running. 183. Stole something?: Never. Except that sign...but the magazine was egging me on....AND i put it back. 184. Tried to kill urself?: few times.. 185. Made your self throw up?: uh huh 186. Been in love? I am now 187. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Nah ********ONE FINAL NOTE*********** 189. How many people are you sending this too? Whoever wants to read this. I don't care..I'M BAAAACK :laughs: Current Mood: cheerful |
| Friday, August 1st, 2003 | |
| 10:48 pm | :glances around the room, making sure he has everything packed, biting his lip as he places another shirt in the small suitcase which is filled with clothes, pictures of friends and family, and one of Lance's shirts for luck, zips it up and pads quietly over to his lap top: So tomorrow is the big day..kinda. Yeah...well, I hate leaving everyone behind, but it is necessary. I'll be around in two weeks... Lance...I love you, baby and I'll see you soon. Keep ahold of my Leo pendant. You and Faith will be in my heart and mind constantly. Jen...damnit. Sleep. Baby girl, you need it. Please? Ashton, my baby girl couldn't have found a better husband. Take care of her. CHRIS :laughs softly: See, I love you man. You supply me with the good stuff. :winks: Take care of Lance for me...and that doesn't mean annoying the hell out of him. Which brings me to...Willa! :smirks: Nice going on tormenting chris. I love you more for it. All right..if I forgot someone that doesn't mean you're unloved. Just I have a lot on my mind at the moment. So yeah..don't miss me. :clicks update and goes off to finish packing: ( OOC ) Current Mood: melancholy |
| Tuesday, July 29th, 2003 | |
| 7:07 pm | :glances in the mirror, frowning softly as he notes his hair thinning more, runs his fingers through his short curls, pulling his hand away to look at the small handfull of hair he pulled out, sighs and tosses it in the trash before walking back out of the bathroom to sit infront of his laptop: These past few weeks have been hell. Not just for me either. Right now, I'm more angry than scared. I'm just angry that this had to happen, at least now. Lance and I should be enjoying the start of our life together as a married couple, not have to deal with this. I feel terrible for putting him through this. It's just a small setback though...I have confidence now that it's not going to overpower me. I have too much to live for. My heart and soul, Lance...my daughter...Jen and all my friends and family. Things will be all right because I won't accept any other way. Faith has been really sweet about it. She likes to sing to me, thinking it'll help me feel better. And it works too :nods and smiles softly: She has a good voice, I really think she will be a star when she is older. Last night, my baby girl got married. I'm so happy for her and Ashton. Seriously, I'm glad she has him. He's a good guy. I love you both and damn...I know I said this a hundred times before, but Congratulations! I'm glad I got to see her get married. They plan on having a second one but I probably won't be able to make it. This saturday, I leave for treatment. I'm not sure when I'll be back. As a side note, I was on the Tom Green Show yesterday. :smirks: And yes, I beat my baby at the water challenge. No one can beat me :laughs softly: Sorry, Lance. You know I love you. :smiles softly and clicks update before shutting his laptop, going back to the bed, climbing in: Current Mood: calm |
| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003 | |
| 1:47 am | Today has been one of those days where I wish I just didn't wake up..I wish I had stayed curled up with Lance and just slept in his arms until today was over. But yeah...I know thats not possible. Face reality. No matter how much it sucks sometimes.. My appointment today went as bad as it could have gone. Well, maybe not as bad. I still have hope, and that's all you need, right? Lance, I love you more than anything, baby. Together we could take on the world. You mean everything to me, thank you for helping me through this. No matter what you say, to me, you are my angel. Baby girl, you're such a sweetheart and I'm so lucky to have you in my life. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you. Love you too. Chris. Well, you're just insane :smirks softly: Love you man. You supply me with the best pot. :winks: You and Willa are great friends, thanks for everything. Justin, focus on what you have. You're getting married in a few days to the love of your life. Don't let the press ruin it for you. Lyssa. Well..someone wants to say hello. :fat kid tackles her and humps her leg: Okay, I'm going to bed. But first, you can read this lovely little survey I took the time to fill out. ( Just another one of these things ) Current Mood: blank |
| Saturday, July 19th, 2003 | |
| 3:53 am | So I tried to sleep...that didn't last long. :smirks: I just hadda play with Lance a lil bit more before I went to bed and now its late. Not that way you pervs. Though thats fun too...much more fun... You can play with Lance too. :grins: Just follow the link: Play with Lance! :hums innocently: A more meaningful update probably later. Promise. Current Mood: bouncy |
| Wednesday, July 16th, 2003 | |
| 8:59 pm |  You are "Come to Me" You are a sexy dreamer who wants true and passionate love in your life. You go girl! What JC Song Are You? dunno about the girl part but..:coughs then smiles: I already have the true and passionate love in my life..never letting him go either. Current Mood: mellow |
| Tuesday, July 15th, 2003 | |
| 2:25 pm |  I am a sleepy folded & creased kitty Which sleepy kitty would you be? brought to you by Quizilla :goes off to stalk and curl up around Lance: Current Mood: mischievous Current Music: Come to me |
| Monday, July 14th, 2003 | |
| 2:06 pm | Yesterday was..hm..evil? Yes...that's the way to put it. :smiles softly: But I'm proud of myself for not putting up too much of a fight. All over and done with...AND I got out of the hospital today with only a mild headache. Which means...honeymoon! :smiles more: Lance and I are taking off somewhere secluded. A private beach for the two of us...and Chris, thanks for the surfboard idea. Might have to try it. :coughs: Anyway, we might be gone a week or two...just me and him and I can't wait. My cellphone will be off most of the time..but I'll be calling when I can. Chris gave me me and Lance's wedding present last night. Thanks again man, we'll put it to good use :grins: And yes, I promise we'll venture outside at least once. Let's see...what else..ah, just this. Some mental hospital escapee needs to reproduce so they have something to look after of their own and mind their own business. Let children be parented by their parents...kinda makes sense to me. :grins: Other than that, life is good. Now I need to pack..or are clothes even needed..? :smirks: And..I need a haircut before I leave. Chris. Not a word. Current Mood: chipper |
| Thursday, July 10th, 2003 | |
| 4:40 pm | You know, everything would be fantastic around here if it wasn't for ONE person. One person who loves drama and misery. Jessi, leave my friends and family the fuck alone. Current Mood: angry |
| 3:34 pm | :bounces around the room: I'm married! I'm married! :blinks, calming down, grins sheepishly: I'm okay..really..:coughs: I woulda updated sooner but..ya know..busy and all..:blush: But I am officially married to the sexiest and sweetest man ever. He was so beautiful last night..:smiles: Baby, I love you. Some things went down last night but I was expecting something. It was a lot better than what I thought..just a little bit of violence and just a bit more screaming. Things are improving around here. :nods: And Justin...you poked it. Ew man. :calms down a bit more: Jen..I'm worried about you baby girl. Give me a call or see me when you can.. And..this was random and choppy and yes I am hyper but only because I am happy :smiles again: Now I have a husband to stalk and pounce..thank you that is all..:goes off to sneak into the room Lance is in, pouncing on him: Current Mood: happy |
| Tuesday, July 8th, 2003 | |
| 9:18 pm | My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Rock Hard Cwac Cwac. Current Mood: amused |
| Monday, July 7th, 2003 | |
| 12:51 am | :looks over at Jen sleeping in the hospital bed, frowning worriedly, sighs to himself, his ribs hurting at the odd position he's in in the chair, ignores it: Sometimes I wonder why I do the things I do. I act on a feeling...usually fear, like tonight. Alot has happened that I just can't get into again. Lost a few friends...nearly lost one to death :sighs: Hopefully now that the night is over..we can all heal. I miss my baby and I worry that he has to be alone through everything tonight. Not just the events with Jessi..but also my MRI. He's so strong, but sometimes I worry he'll break... :glances at Jen, not really wanting to say more, rather tossing the memories of tonight out of his mind forever: Baby girl...please be okay...:voice soft: :reaches for his cell, leaving a voice mail for Ashton: Ashton, this is JC...I wanted to let you know that Jen is in the hospital. She's going to be okay now I think but...it would probably do her good if you could see her.. :frowns and hangs up, settling into the chair again to watch over Jen: Current Mood: exhausted |
| Thursday, July 3rd, 2003 | |
| 1:27 am | :watches Lance sleep beside him through the dim light of the hospital room, sighing softly as he fights a chill away, hating hospitals: Tonight sucked ass..to put it bluntly...actually it was worse than sucking ass. :sighs then flinches: bah...I don't remember much after the car hit, but thank you again Benji for helping me out. :frowns: I woke in the hospital later that night...and god..it felt like my world had crumbled while I was knocked out. Chris was there when I woke..he said Faith didnt make it. I just..I couldn't breath and not because of my ribs...thank god though it was a misunderstanding. She's okay..just traumatized a bit..she saw the whole thing. I'm not as hurt as I could have been..they say two broken ribs and bruised lung, a fractured wrist, stitches over my left eye..and something about my stomach. Can't remember really..just that I can't eat for a few days. Not like I even feel like it...:looks at the IV and shudders: Did I mention I hate hospitals? :sighs: There's so much more that should be said..but..:shakes his head some, hiding a yawn: I'll just leave it at this...after everything that happened today, I find myself even more thankful for what I have and for the people in my life. Love you all.. :turns his head some to watch Faith sleeping on his other side, smiling softly as he slowly drifts back to sleep: Current Mood: grateful |
| Sunday, June 29th, 2003 | |
| 5:47 pm | |