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2 x forget the fact they were broken hearted

umm [25 Aug 2003|03:59am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | taking back sunday- you're so last summer ]

i suck at updating this because i always forget and i dont leave comments for the same reason. so i think im done here.

i have a xanga that i am like addicted to, maybe thats why.

anyways feel free to take me off your lists because i am officially stopping. sorry. =\

2 x forget the fact they were broken hearted

[21 Aug 2003|05:24pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | guster- keep it together ]

he went to texas =[

he can talk to me while he's there though.

i guess it'll be okay.

he'll be back in two weeks.

i miss him.

1 x forget the fact they were broken hearted

i hate courtesy calls. [20 Aug 2003|03:38pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | thrice- all that's left. ]

so my mother left today. she took my brother. now it's just me, my sisters, and my father. how fun. i mean my sisters are cool, but my dad can sometimes be pretty annoying.

tomorrow is ryan's one year anniversary in heaven.(he died in a car crash.. 17 fucking years old.) there is a memorial on the beach. so yea that is what i'll be doing tomorrow. unless i chicken out. i don't know if i can handle it. i miss him like crazy.

i hate when those people call you on the phone and say.. 'hello is so-and-so there? and they say your name completely wrong. thats soo annoying.

tonight is going to be hbxc. haha. i can't wait.

your missed like crazy babe. =[

5 x forget the fact they were broken hearted

i want ice cream. [19 Aug 2003|12:18am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | cheetah girls cheetah sisters ]

haha. i cried twice during cheetah girls. thats ridiculous.

i cannot wait for this year to come and go. i want to go to college. i want to get out of here.

i have lost so many old friends this summer. it's not cool. half of it is my fault. actually i think most of it is my fault. except one. i've changed a lot this summer. i have gotten more comfortable and confident with myself. i realized i don't need to hang around with a certain group of people to feel good about myself. it really made me feel worse. i've become closer to a new group of friends. and i like them a lot better. i mean i do miss my other friends, but these new ones are soo great. they make me feel good about myself, and we are into so many of the same things. its good. my old friends were like ghetto and snobbish, but these new ones are into the same music as me and are into doing the same things as me and they are so fun.. not like my old friends who all they ever want to do is drink, smoke, and have sex. that's sad. i mean i'm into that once in a while it's cool, but not every fucking day.

last night i got my first love note.. i love it. it is great. i love you. you are great.

2 x forget the fact they were broken hearted

wow. [17 Aug 2003|12:09am]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | afi- girls not grey ]

its always about you. and when im the one feeling like shit, it doesnt matter.

we were best friends for eleven years. and its all over.

3 x forget the fact they were broken hearted

okay [15 Aug 2003|03:06pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | taking back sunday- you're so last summer ]

does anybody have an image host? because i have a background but i can't upload it. and it's getting me mad. =(

forget the fact they were broken hearted

coconuts [15 Aug 2003|01:16pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | audio karate- betrayed ]

haha. we had no power for 10 hours. it was so insane. i loved it. i had sooo much fun. we were like walking around with flashlights and we went to the beach. it was great. i love my friends. then at 2 in the morning we had to go into manhatten in the pitch blackness to pick up my father and my aunt. they were stuck there since they stopped the subways and trains. but it was cool. and we got power back at 4 in the morning. i had fun. haha.

5 x forget the fact they were broken hearted

rawr. [13 Aug 2003|07:16pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | hilary duff- so yesterday ]

i really need help with this thing.

forget the fact they were broken hearted

boys shmoys. [13 Aug 2003|01:44pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | alkaline trio- bloodied up ]

i realized i cant be strong. and i cant say i'm okay and everything is fine. because there isn't a day i go without thinking about him. and i want him. so badly. but i can't because he's so far away.

'.. if it was up to me i'd never have to miss you.'

forget the fact they were broken hearted

ew. [12 Aug 2003|03:14pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | allister- chasing amy ]

i hate my blurty.

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