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hehe :) [31 Aug 2003|12:57pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | the birthday song. haha. im a creep ]

Staciness5387: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Danmun45: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
MBecker1022: happy birthday! ;)
Matt Villas: Happy Birthday!!!!

in case you havent is my 17th birthday! yayyy!


survey [25 Aug 2003|04:51pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | i miss john ]

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gosh [23 Aug 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | working ]
[ music | all that jazz - chicago ]

blah my johnny boo boo boo boo boo is hardly on anymore. lmao. ( how to lose a guy in 10 days ) a geek. yeahhhh. lets see what i've done lately..

thursday: me and rachel went to chilli's and we were looking at the waiters butts cause they were all old but they all had really nice rear ends O.o odd. then we ate..and drove around portage and lake station for awhile. we followed this car with 2 cute guys in it..and then they followed us..and then we followed them again. actually we werent really, cause i really had to go the same way but they probably thought we were doing it on purpose. anyways..then she spent the night at my house and we watched chicago, how to lose a guy in 10 days, and half of the lizzie mcguire movie. haha.

friday: rachel left at 3:15 er so and then matt came over just to hang out. then he left at 5 and i desperately tried to find someone to go to the football game with. sooo i had no luck with that, and i just ended up going alone. i sat with my dad and uncles for like, 5 minutes until jose called my cell phone and said he was going to meet me by the front. so i waited for almost a freaking hour and he never came so i went to find erin cause she also called my cell phone and told me to find her. so i sat by her, mike, kristin g, kristin s, and kym..and some other people i dont know. haha. mike is seriously so nice and funny. he's like "tracy! im going to get you something special for your birthday." haha. i was like "awesome!" then he kept pointing at steve and telling me not to stare at him ( he's on the football team..and he's the guy i lost my virginity too back in june ) buttt yeah..thats the first time i've seen him in awhile ;x then mike made me go pee with him cause he didnt want to walk alone, and he was telling his friends i was going to "help him." haha. what a geek. then i left the game like, 5 minutes before it ended cause portage was kicking our ass. then i came home and had a "discussion" with my mom and she now knows im not a virgin. she took it well suprisingly. hmm. this morning i woke up at 9 and went out to breakfast with my parents..but i drove seperately and went to kristines house. well not actually..i met her somewhere in the neighborhood cause im not allowed to hang out with her cause her mom hates me for some reason. soo we talked for about an hour and then i left and came home and cleaned the truck and then the house. whew. then i passed out on the couch and took a nap. haha. now im trying to find something to do ;x not fun. i love you john


boredom has yet again set in [20 Aug 2003|10:25pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | something corporate - konstantine ]

today i did nothing really. woo. went and registered for school though..which was nice. im excited about school starting again cause im a geek. next sunday im having my 17th birthday party :) my parents are being pretty cool about it too..they're letting me have a lot of people and they're saying they dont care what time everyone leaves. soo that will be rockin if people actually show up. ill keep my fingers crossed until then. matt came over for a little bit after he got home from school today. i was in the process of cleaning my room so it wasnt really that entertaining. now im sitting here waiting for rachel to get home so i can go over there cause we're going to the waterpark in the morning.


today has been fun [16 Aug 2003|01:32am]
[ mood | good ]

well today has been jam packed. i was supposed to go to matt's this morning to hang out..but i slept in, and woke up to him knocking on my window. i am so gay..i cant believe i did that. lol. luckily it didnt take me long ti get ready though, and he waited for me. then we went to his house and hung out and i got to watch him play video games for 844 years. then he took me home at 2:30 and i cleaned my room. then diana came over at 4:45 and we went to el amigo to eat dinner cause i hadnt eaten anything all day ;\ then we went back to her house for a little bit..and then we went to the movies to see freddy vs jason. it was really good..and we got the LAST 2 tickets so we had to sneak matt in cause he met me there. mannn, it was sneaky. haha. so yeah, then me and diana went cruising for a little bit..and then we went to rachel's aunts house and ordered pizza and we watched swimfan. now im here, and i have an interview for subway in the mall tomorrow morning. i hope i get the job! where is john? :( i miss youuu babe!


yeah im bored, shutup. [14 Aug 2003|01:49pm]
01. What color are your walls?: blue and covered with posters
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets?: dark blue with different colored stars
03. What color is your rug?: baby blue
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room?: tons of crap
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big?: i have a tv but its not very big
06. Do you have a phone?: nope..just my lonely little cell phone
07. Do you have your own computer?: i wish
08. Do you have a desk?: yeah
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room?: no idea
10. What are you favorite things in your room?: uhh...
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room?: i have christmas lights on my bed..but i hardly ever turn them on

01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?: urinate
02. Anything unusual?: not unless peeing is unusual
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school?: yeah
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school?: i guess..

// SCHOOL //
01. What color is your backpack?: turqoise ( sp )
02. Do you try your best when it comes to school work?: i suppose
03. Do you listen or doodle?: both. im multi talented
04. BE QUIET - we all know you doodle, but what do you doodle?: wtf was the be quiet thing? O.o anyway..usually "tracy and ---- bff" and "tracy loves -----" and "im so bored!" or i just write blah 80 times
05. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out?: we cant go out so i guess i dont do that huh
06. What do you do right when school's over?: go home and sit online until i find something to do or somewhere to go

// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable?: sometimes
02. Happy?: if i had a good night
03. Tired?: pretty much
04. LEAVE ME ALONE?: uhh..yeah..k

// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes?: yeah, not alone though
02. What are some hobbies of yours?: nothing..
03. Do you collect anything?: i keep a lot of old notes..and things that are special to me
04. What do you do in your spare time?: hang out.. ?
05. Are you in love, or at least falling?: yeah

01. What do you do before you go to bed?: brush my teeth and do stomach crunches
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"?: i used to
03. What way do you sleep?: every way
04. Do you like your life?: sometimes

// HAVE YOU //
Smoked?: yeah in like, 5th grade
Been Drunk as hell?: yeah
Shoplifted?: no
Lied?: of course
Betrayed a friend?: ..uhh i guess?
Been to jail?: no
Smoked weed?: no
Done LSD?: no
Given oral sex?: yes
Recieved oral sex?: yes
Had regular sex?: yes
Cheated on someone?: yes
Used someone?: no
Played strip poker?: nope
Skipped school?: a couple times in 5th grade
Skipped school to get high/drunk?: no
Kissed someone?: yeah
Kissed someone of the same sex?: yeah. no tongue's or anything though
Held hands?: yeah
Hugged someone?: yeah
Stolen money?: yeah
Stolen money from family?: yeah
Stolen drugs from family?: no
Been convicted of a crime?: no
Tried to kill yourself?: no
Tried to kill someone else?: noo
Told someone you hated them?: probably
Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?: yeah

*we'll be there for eachother, cause you're the best friend i've ever had* [14 Aug 2003|01:39pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | nfg - sonny ]

yesterday and today have so far been the worst days of my life probably. i dont even want to talk about it..but lets just say my best friend has been taken away from me. i cant live without her..i love her! i need her to hang out with me and tell me when i look stupid, or tell me not to buy something cause its ugly, and hold my hair back when i drink to much, and tell me not to cry cause guys arent worth it, and draw me stupid pictures just out of boredom. *sigh* no she's not dead if thats what you're thinking..but she might as well be. why cant her mom understand what we're going through?!

i want to talk to john :(


wow..boring [13 Aug 2003|12:39am]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | the early november - i want to hear you sad ]

today i did absolutely nothing. it was freaking boring. jose kept calling me and ordering me to go over there..but its so god damn boring at his house, so id much rather stay home. he annoys the shit out of me anyway..calling me freaking 3 times a day. anyways. i went tanning after dinner..which made me happy cause i havent been tanning in such a long time..and school is going to be starting soon so i at least have to have some color! well..i really dont have much to say right now, soo i guess im done.

john has had an away message since foreverrrr :( johnnn, i miss you


whee [11 Aug 2003|11:09pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | the used - blue and yellow ]

today was a good day i guess. i woke up at 8 this morning and went to matt's house at 10. we hung out, and took a couple pictures. then i was forced to watch some gay movie that was not interesting. lol. then he took me home and i got online for a little bit..and then jose called me and talked for 3484 years about boring stuff. soo then later on tonight i went and picked up mike and rachel and we went to jose's house and always. fun stuff!! notttt. anyway. now im here, and im bored. i love you john <3 night


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