| Note to Remus, slid under the door- Sunday November 15, 1998 |
[10 Sep 2003|02:37pm] |
Professor Lupin,
There is no rush, but when we are let to leave grounds, and you have a small bit of free time, could you take me to get the tattoo removed? it's starting to hurt. You dont have to if you are busy, one of the prefects might be able to take me if they have permission, or I can just wait till winter holliday. There is no rush. really.
Alexander
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| Letter to the Greys - Sunday November 15, 1998 |
[10 Sep 2003|02:32pm] |
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Grey,
Thank you very much for the jumper, but it was a bit too big for me so I gave it to someone who needed it more then I did. I really only go outside to get to Herbology and Magical Creatures, so I will be ok without it. But he is in the dungeons all day and night so he could use something warmer. Once things calm down a little more I will likely go get my tattoo removed in Hogsmead. I would just get one of the professors to do it or to change it to something else, but none of them seem really willing to try, or don’t know how. It’s been hurting recently, I think because all the magic is gone and nothing is going on so I actually can think about it- it’s just like a normal tattoo and it aches.
They have been paying me little mind recently, and I think I am glad for it, but it is a bit lonely, I miss having tea with professor Lupin. He is very busy these days, with the memory construct still running about and classes in full swing. There are other things that keep him busy as well, of course, and he has his family to take care of.
I’m sorry for not being formal with my ‘how are you?’ and ‘nice weather isn’t it?’, but I really don’t know who I can talk to right now. I’m not really sure if I will even send this letter, but it feels nice to just get everything out.
I got in a fight with one of my few friends today. He dislikes the idea of me staying with you but has not suggested any other option. I think if he had the chance he would run off and be a lapdog for you-know-who. I think he would fancy the idea of dragging me along with him. Of course I’ve already proven that I can’t be trusted so he might just have me A.K.ed on the spot too.
I’m running out of space on this paper, so I should stop. The ink is too thick to let me write on the other side without it seeping through.
Alexander.
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| [Vincenzo Atlas - owl to Remus, via Albus] (Wednesday 11/11/98) My son. |
[09 Aug 2003|04:41pm] |
Headmaster Dumbledore,
Couple you please forward this to your Defence teacher, Remus Lupin. It regards my son, Charles.
(Enclosed is a note)
Remus,
I won't go into memories now, there will be time for that later.
I would like to meet with you to discuss my son, whom I am sure you know now is a werewolf. Any time you are available will be fine, as I am able to take time away from work at my leisure.
Hoping you are well,
-- Vincenzo Atlas.
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| [Lucius - owl to Draco] (Wed 11/11/98) Well well well... |
[31 Jul 2003|01:05pm] |
Draco--
I didn't expect anybody would be sending me owls there, or I would've seen if I could arrange to have them sent here. I've been here since late Halloween night. I don't suppose you have a clever owl who could retrieve those letters and bring them here?
At least you are receiving some money, but I think we're both looking forward to having full access back. I brought back an old trunk of mine when I visited you, and I had to use some galleons I'd left in it to make up the difference to pay for a birthday present. How horrible is that, a Malfoy having to rummage for old money to be able to buy something he could normally afford easily?
I wouldn't say my gasp was of amazement. Should I be glad I taught you French, or wish I had never spoken a word around you? I suppose there's worse things you could do with yourself than have contact with Beauxbatons or do any work for the Ministry. I imagine your mother would faint if she knew you were working, or promptly send you some sort of care package to help you survive the experience. But, considering all the time I spent in the Ministry, I suppose I can't complain too much about what you're doing.
And considering I just got a tattoo, neither of us is entirely living up to Malfoy standards (although that wasn't my idea, and I assume your work was yours.)
Deal with those officials whenever you have the time and inclination. There's no hurry, but it should be enjoyable when you do see to it. I would use one of the stronger owls to send that port in case it proves tiring to carry. Be sure it's properly charmed to hold its condition out of the cellar.
Pity about the gardener-- he did fine work, so I hope the man you have there now cares for them properly. I'm very picky about the state of those roses, so I'll be most unhappy if they're damaged.
I'm not sure just how thorough the lockdown is meant to be. Nobody is supposed to leave the grounds (so it must be through the old hidden passages to avoid notice,) but I assume communication is still permitted. This is definitely a crisis, and I was brought here for it; I'm not sure how much it is wise to say about it, though. It's certainly keeping me busy when I'm not otherwise occupied. I'll see about contacting you sometime when Severus is grading assignments or seeing to other school duties.
As for a personal visit to him, you'd have to see if Dumbledore would permit you to enter and leave the grounds. I'm not certain what Severus would think of it, but I won't mention it to him for now, in case you mean to surprise him. Since he's been in quite a good mood lately, he should be less irritated than usual at a surprise visit. Should. But if his dear coworkers decide to make a big deal out of his birthday, he'll be horribly snarky, just to warn you. Just don't surprise me too much if you drop in-- I need to know to expect you.
I hope things are going well for you. Perhaps I'll see you soon.
-- Your father
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| [Lucius - owl to Draco] (Tues 10/11/98) Been awhile, hasn't it? |
[31 Jul 2003|04:09am] |
Draco--
You came up briefly in conversation today, and I realised we haven't talked for some weeks now.
Has the Ministry released any funds or allowance to you yet? What have you been occupying yourself with, what with the manor empty and your mother gone? I'm quite sure you don't have a job to keep you busy, but you do need to eat.
Severus' birthday is this Thursday, and seeing as how he was your Head of House for seven years, it is appropriate to send him some sort of well wishes. Don't make it a big production (he hates that,) but a short letter would be in good taste.
If you would do me a favour, go down to the wine cellar for me and look for some bottles of port from 1958 (I doubt the Ministry cared to confiscate any of that, did they?) If the corks have held well, I'd like you to send a bottle to arrive Thursday morning.
I'm a bit trapped in Hogwarts at the moment (not that I've had much reason to leave,) but I believe the floo is available for calls. Care to have me put my head through sometime?
How are my rose gardens doing? The weather-resistant spells should've held even without renewal, but I'm concerned they might've weakened without me there.
I'll have a talk with Dumbledore if you haven't received any money yet.
-- Your father
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| [Saori Appleby - Diary entry] (Monday 09/11/98) Alex is acting Strange |
[26 Jul 2003|03:14am] |
*Saori must be crying as a few teardrops can be seen on the dairy's pages. Her writing also seems to be rushed.*
Dear Diary,
I feel so ashamed of myself. I try to help people but it all just comes back in my face. Well I'll tell oyu what happened today.
After classes were over, I somehow got lost. I must have passed out in the hall somewhere. When I woke up I couldn't find my glasses or my books. Luckly, Charlie found me and so did Alex. They helped me find my things and calm me down. After that we went outside and Dumbledore talked to Alex about some kind of dream control book he had and took it away. After that I had to go inside. A little later I heard Alex walking around. I heard him tlaking to himself or to a 'Hydrus'. The talked about going into the Restrcited Section in the Library. I followed him, to see if he was okay without interferring but he saw me and got very upset. He made me give back his scarf I borrowed. After that he was very cross with me and told me he didn't like it when people were spying on him. Honestly I wasn't trying to! No one ever understands me. I guess I'm going to bed. I hope I don't have to see him tomorrow morning.
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| Letter to Alex from Mr. & Mrs. Grey (November 10) |
[26 Jul 2003|02:06am] |
Dear Alexander,
The Ministry told us about the different situations surrounding this school year for you so far. If you feel safer there then coming to stay with people you don’t really know, then at Winter Break you can decide where you would rather be until school starts again. Just remember to write us a letter once a week so we can know how you are doing. We want you to be safe and happy; don’t be afraid to ask for anything you might need for classes.
You are a very brave boy and we want you to know that you are stronger then most wizards twice your age if you are able to stay at school even after so much has happened.
Yours,
Mr. and Mrs. Grey
(inclosed, wizard photograph of the couple infront of their little house in the country, much more like a muggle cottage then the Weasly family house. The couple past normal child bearing age, Mr. Grey has deep streeks of grey and silver through his once dark hair, Mrs. Grey looks like she bakes, and samples, many cakes.)
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| [Remus - note to Charlie] (Fri evening 6/11/98) Amelia |
[01 Jul 2003|01:39am] |
Charlie--
Amelia woke up a little while ago, but she's getting some more rest right now. She's still here in the infirmary, in a private room. You might want to check with Poppy before you visit to make sure Amelia's awake again and ready for company.
I'll probably be outside her door mother wolfing through the night, but if you miss seeing me, I've either gone to get a snack or Sirius dragged me off.
-- Remus
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| [Poppy to Remus and Severus (via Elf)] -- Amelia Carlyle. |
[01 Jul 2003|02:31pm] |
Remus/(Severus),
A quick note: Amelia Carlyle is awake. Please let Charles(Lucius) know.
-- Poppy.
(Both seperate, but the only changes to them are the names in brackets)
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| [Poppy - Message to Remus (via Elf)] (... whatever day it is XD;) - Charles Atlas. |
[22 Jun 2003|11:09pm] |
Remus,
I thought I should alert you first, Charles Atlas is in the infirmary, due to a rather nasty cut on his stomach, sustained during the full moon.
Really, Remus, you should take better care of the lad. His silver cross inhibited healing. Perhaps he needs a visit.. the best he got was Lucius Malfoy, and the little imp tried to scare to beastly man.
Poppy Pomfrey.
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| Alex's Journal (November 2nd, 1998) |
[24 May 2003|02:42am] |
Dear Journal.
I had a break-down this morning. I cant really remember exactly what I said, but I remember I started screaming in the great hall.. infront of everyone.. Katrina was sitting right there and she didnt even look up. Remus gathered me in his arms and carried me out himself. I'm suprised I havent been swarmed by people who want to make coments, I expect I will simply have to wait untill the next meal I am able to get to, I think I will be able to make it to dinner tonight but I dont want to face all those people.. What if I said something about the killings.. what would they think of me then? Not just some kind of weird freak but a killer as well?
I woke up in the infirmary, I dont think I had a potion because I wasnt very rested. I was able to sneek out for a while and study for the class I missed as well as some I was having trouble with. Managed to avoid being found by any students as well.
Mother sent me a letter, well not me directly, she sent it to professor Snape. He and Mr. Malfoy came and found me in the hall and told me that she had said brother had died. I beleived them and I was dragged back up to the infirmary. I got an owl from Stephen and he is fine, he gave me a little money as well.
I guess now I really dont know what to think. I'm not really upset anymore, infact I feel in good spirits but for needing a good night's sleep.
Sirius still hasnt spoken to me. I guess this whole situation really weeded out who cared and who didnt. I feel a bit foolish for thinking he would want me to be ok.
I think I will tell Katrina that I dont want to be her boyfriend anymore, she is very busy and it would be best if she had less to distract her from her studies. She is going to be very successful one day.
Mr. Malfoy and Madam Pomfrey both think I should talk to someone from St. Munos. I will if they send some one or make arangements for me to go visit. If I keep myself busy and avoid anything out of the strict schedual of school I think I can stay clear of my own bad luck.
Mr. Malfoy is right.. I dont have a home or a family, but I think I am ok with that now.
As long as at least one person makes note of being in class or being at meals, then I still exist. It doesnt matter if I have friends or family or a last name, my only proof of existance is the chance that someone will be there to say something when I'm gone, even if its just to question how it happened. Right?
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| Owl to Alex (November 1st, 1998) |
[23 May 2003|03:08am] |
Alex,
It's Stephen, Mother mentioned what she had written, don’t pay her any mind, I am perfectly fine.
I don’t loose duels that easily, you know that. Even if I had do you think she would really tell you? You know her better then that. I know you are quite the crybaby, so dry your tears and stop letting things upset you so easily. Father deserved what he got, I don’t blame you for telling Dumbledore.
Don’t tell anyone I wrote you, It's our little secret..
There is a bit of money in the envelope, it isn’t much but hold onto it incase of some emergency, don’t spend it on something childish.
Stephen
*Inclosed are four Galleons*
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| Letter to Professor Snape, November 2nd 1998 |
[22 May 2003|09:13pm] |
Professor Snape~
I feel it is important that my son is made aware of this information, however due to the current circumstances we are unable to send Owls directly to him. I do not trust Dumbledore enough that he will give this to him as he is responsible for breaking our family up and taking Alexander away from where he was safe.
Alexander’s brother has died, an accident during a duel that didn’t leave enough of a body to speak of for proper funeral services.
Do inform him of this, he may no longer be a legal member of our family but they where still brothers.
Maria McLaghlen
PS. I have made steps towards removing him of our family name, for his protection of course.
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| Alex's Journal (November 1, 1998) |
[15 May 2003|08:21pm] |
Dear Journal,
Hydrus.. was not my friend, I feel a right fool for trusting him.. it was Voldemort all along and I was even protecting him from people. I let him talk me into things..
I'm not really sad.. I haven't cried yet. I dont think I'm terribly shocked either, after all, things could have only gotten worse and more miserable for me, so why not put the Dark Lord in my head?
I feel empty.. very empty.. I dont even know what to write.
Mr. Malfoy came to speek with me, Professor Snape was with him. (It's obvious they are lovers like Sirius and Remus) I'm happy for them I think. Mr. Malfoy asked alot of things and I told him what I could, They where both a bit amused at some of the things He had said and it made me feel better to see them both laugh a bit. Mr. Malfoy didnt seem quite as evil as everyone makes him out to be, though I suppose my view of good and evil is a bit muddled now.
I dont know if I should tell anyone, I dont think I will. I dont want people to constantly ask me questions or look at me and shake their head like I'm some puppy thats just been hit by a car. "how sad how sad.."
Remus and Sirius havent come to visit me.. I cant blame them, they are likely busy figuring out what happened and taking care of their students, I suppose I should be thankful they are letting me stay awake. Madam Pomfry must be glad I've stopped screaming just to keep it from getting too quiet and lonely.
I just want to know one thing... Why is my luck so bad..?
Alex.
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| OOC to everyone. |
[09 May 2003|03:14am] |
It has come to my attention that the majority of the people (if not everyone) involved in the game have brought forward complaints about me or are upset with me for other reasons.
To you I wish to extend an open apology concerning any incident. If anyone wishes to bring their complaint to me personally then I will make an effort to change, apologize, or otherwise make amends for whatever it may be.
I am aware that I am rather stubborn and often take things far too personally for the good of everyone involved.
There has been a number of misunderstandings recently and I've been very quick to anger or upset. Little things have gotten far too out of hand and if I could, I would take it all back. Some of you are aware of why I am on edge recently, and I thank you for having a little patience with my idiocy and difficulty with turning off the water works.
If anyone wishes to speak with me concerning any incident or some fault I am at.. please e-mail me.
jadechyld@hotmail.com
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| Alex Journal (October 28, 1998) |
[28 Apr 2003|04:41pm] |
Dear Diary.
I haven't written in here any for some time now, I realise that my rants have been few and far between eversence Hydrus showed up, it just doesnt seem quite needed to write in here anymore.
Being able to controle my dreams is wonderful, I can do those things that bring me so much enjoyment without havng to fear the results of those actions in the real world. I think the only setback is that my sleep is not as rejuvinating as it used to be. Hydrus was kind enough to show me the propper technique for the killing curse, and I must agree with him, it is a beautiful shade of green.
Speeking of Green.. I'm feeling more curious about the slytherin house then normal.. I've cought myself twice now reaching for the green ribbon Kuro gave me over the blue one of my house colour. I dont think it is a bad sign.. a person can like the colour of another house without having to feel guilty. I mean I 'm sure most of the hufflepuffs are not fans of the colour yellow. I certainly am not but I still have friends who are in the house, like Charlie. Why do I feel like I'm scrounging for excuses?
Of Charlie... I should appologise to him the next time I see him.. it was rude of Blaise and I to make fun of him for kissing that girl on the quiditch pitch.. she told me her name but I was talking to Hydrus at the same time and not really paying attention to her. Of course I've forgotten it now.
Blood Purity is a strange thing... I think.. perhapse Slazar was right in someways.... there are those who have such diluted blood that they are practicly squibs.. should time be wasted on those who will never be able to do it, or should the energy be focused more on those who have the capabuility and deserve an advanced education?
Voldemort (that name is so hard to write) had... some correct ideals.. but his manor in executing those ideals was excesive perhaps.. Wizards should not be forced to hide in the dark corners and obliviate any human who happens to glance their way.. we should be at least equals in society and treated with respect and not fear.. I'm not sure about being compleatly overruling of the muggles.. but they do deserv punishment for what they have put us all through.
Alex
note:
Halloween is this weekend... try to be polite about the candy issue and take it anyway if offered, give it to katrina.
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| [Daily Prophet - evening edition] (Tues night 27/10/98) Lucius Malfoy Freed! |
[22 Apr 2003|09:20pm] |
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Lucius Malfoy Freed!
Convicted Death Eater out on parole
Lucius Malfoy was released on parole into Professor Dumbledore's custody after a hearing in Azkaban this afternoon. The Department of Magical Law Enforcement has not revealed details of the proceedings.
Dumbledore vouched for Malfoy's rejection of the Death Eaters and the ways of dark magic, and his "change in attitude." At his request, the Ministry of Magic considered Malfoy's release. Christopher Hollans supported the motion.
"The public was not informed of this to prevent possible interference or hysteria," Hollans says. "An audience was unnecessary. I assure you, should Malfoy step out of line and return to his old ways, he will face Azkaban again." Hollans supported the motion for re-trial.
Yesterday morning, sixteen Death Eaters were imprisoned in Azkaban after Malfoy used a magical mark to summon them. Their names have not yet been released. According to Malfoy, no other Death Eaters remain free. They are currently awaiting trial.
Malfoy was previously convicted of his actions as a Death Eater-- innumerable counts of murder, attempted murder, torture, and dark magic, as well as bribery and lying under oath. He was sentenced to life in Azkaban.
Malfoy's ex-wife, Narcissa, says she is appalled, given the nature of her ex-husband's crimes. She also says she had no knowledge of his crimes prior to his sentencing.
Their son, Draco, has not given a statement.
Minister Fudge was not available for comment.
Owl your responses for the morning letters page!
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| [Hollans - owl to Albus] (Sun 25/10/98) Greetings from Azkaban! |
[16 Apr 2003|12:45am] |
*protective spells to keep it from being read by unwanted eyes*
Albus--
Wouldn't that make an awful postcard?
I've managed to clear a good amount of paperwork and shut up His Incompetence Fudge with a pointed owl. (If he expects me to do my job better, he has to let me have time to do it, doesn't he!) I've let some good people know to prepare for rounding up Apparating Death Eaters. So, come up with any good plans yet for how to go about this?
The books are apparently helping Malfoy a lot, good thing you tracked them down. I stopped in to check on his progress, and got glared at for interrupting his thought process. His desk is almost looking worse than mine as far as stacks of parchment! He got some of the other prisoners rather riled up yesterday, though... must've been doing something to his Dark Mark, because they started yelling together about it hurting at the same time.
The door guards had an interesting remark about something they saw the other day, though, after you'd left. I suppose it explains Severus's rather long visits. How's he doing, by the way? I haven't had a good chance to speak with him.
-- Christopher
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| Alex's Journal (early monday morning 28/10/98) |
[06 Apr 2003|06:19pm] |
Dear Journal,
I know it has been a long time sence I wrote anything, It's been very hectic recently.
Remus and Sirius took me to hogsmead lastnight for dinner after we had my new robes adjusted to fit. I hope katrina is glad I will have decent robes to wear now.
I learned how to play chess lastnight and won my first game with help from my new friend.
He's a Slytherin and very friendly despite the fact. I think.. for now we should only be secret friends. I'm not sure but I think Sirius would be upset if he found out I was making friends with a Slytherin.
I'm gonna have to cut this short today, I'll write back soon.
Alexander.
PS. Perhaps kissing Katrina should be.. a little less in public.. especailly with my new friend around.
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| [Lucius - notes] (Late Fri 23/10/98) Post-nap thoughts |
[04 Apr 2003|02:59pm] |
*written hastily; somewhat difficult to read*
Trace spell points to me
Released power to create the brand through spilling own blood onto wrist-- his own blood the source-- sealed and marked with magic--
"The pain is only temporary and insignificant, nothing compared to the strength of this bond."
First one marked, potency of the initial bond and use of blood-- blood of the source--
Blood bonds are ancient. Powerful component in dark magic. Used in recreating body. Potter's. Potency.
Introduced mother's love through blood into new body.
All linked through the Dark Mark, back to the source. Continuous. One falls, but the rest retain the bond -- through the source powering it.
Source.
"Unless I die-- and I won't-- the bond will remain tied to me. Unless I remove it, it is quite permanent... now, why would I remove it? All are Marked to show eternal loyalty, and anyone who betrays me will be killed. I have no reason to simply remove my Mark, and let someone remain living."
"What happens to it if I should die? I refuse to do that. I will not die. But there are measures in place, in the event of an unforeseen accident... they won't be necessary, merely a precaution. Aren't you too busy with your work to ask such questions? Obliviate."
"You will not break it. You will know to leave it be, as a sign. This is eternal. I needn't leave a memory for you to obey. Obliviate."
Will not. Not cannot.
Remained on us despite his being out of body. Stronger as he regained power
First spill of blood, sealing the magic. Bond created. Dark Mark now active and powered. Control through Voldemort. Linked together.
Two necessary to power it, or just one as a control?
Source removed, Mark remains, control passed to first
If control breaks and removes own--
There.
*wildly sketched series of spell equations and diagrams, most with a small 'x' in the margin beside them*
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Interesting. Half-blood that he was, preaching purity of blood--
-- and took it upon himself to make sure the very pure of blood received his personal instruction.
What was that about...
*further equations*
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Some old German text on blood in magic-- *title jotted down*
Old magic. Marking spells. Bonding spells. Dark Mark links all. Morsmordre. Skull and snake-- death and Slytherin-- Parselmouth--
... Salazar must have left some notes behind-- things his Heir must have read...
*sketch of the Dark Mark*
Needed a pureblood for the spell to work right...? Pureblood to stand beside him in case anyone questioned his own purity?
Bleed the Mark and what happens...
Why conceal "Tom" identity and re-meet as Voldemort? Why not from the start? Hated his Muggle name, why use it at all--
Why French influences?
What might have been hidden in France away from Ministry raids... Why give anything to Father... Incriminating evidence for us? Actually thought it safe to conceal there?
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Someone to carry on his work since he had no "heir" of his own?
*another equation*
Need to see Dumbledore for second opinions.
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