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Sep 3rd, 08 @ 10pm ] |
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I'm completely and utterly obsessed with EVERYTHING that has to do with the Twilight series.
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Sep 2nd, 08 @ 5pm ] |
the first picture was taken in april when i group of kids from my school went down together to help clean up.
we're going back this february and by the looks of it, there is going to be a lot more work to be done this time around...
i'm really worried about new orleans =/
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Sep 1st, 08 @ 1pm ] |
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I don't want to meet your family.
Because I'm scared...
Him and his family are Spanish and I'm white.
It's not that I'm afraid they won't accept me, because his Aunt already married a white dude.
The thing that is freaking me out is that I'm afraid they will speak in Spanish around me.
I don't know Spanish...and it makes me uncomfortable because I don't know what they're saying.
What if they're talking about me and what they think of me?
I'm being paranoid aren't I?
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Aug 26th, 08 @ 8pm ] |
My bestfriend just passed away last night from heart failure...19 years old...never smoked or drank. It shouldn't have happened. Not him..He was going somewhere, he was gonna be someone. I still can't believe its true. If anyone deserved to live a long happy life it was him.
Im sorry for the request but im looking for some songs for this type of situation?..Anything is greatly appreciated.
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Aug 24th, 08 @ 11pm ] |
two most confusing things in my life; guys and high school.
Secret: Basically ive been crushing on this kid that i've been really good friends with really hard since second grade, no matter how hard i tried to stay away he'd always end up in one of my classes, on my bus, in a club, anywhere, everywhere all through elementry middle and highschool. its senior year now, and i want to do something, i need to do something. WHAT DO I DO?! many complications come along with each action that'd i'd take. Considering his girlfriend of a couple months heading to college, friends of group and i honestly dont know what do to! im also petrified of rejection. help?
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Aug 22nd, 08 @ 9pm ] |
you think they've found the perfect love
And you think you've found the answer to all of this.
secret; it'll never be perfect =[
&& i hate you, we will never be tony & maria.
ever.
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Aug 19th, 08 @ 7pm ] |
you'd think after the eighth girl i would learn.
but crazy as it sounds, i think you're going to change just like i did every other time.
i still love you.
i miss you.
although i know i shouldn't.
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Aug 17th, 08 @ 1pm ] |
I'm seriously beginning to think
that it's impossible for me to be happy.
There's always something that gets me down.
Always.
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Aug 17th, 08 @ 11am ] |
i didn't know what i was getting myself into.
i have no regrets. i'm glad i hate you.
i wouldn't make it right between us if i could.
but in a weird way i want to thank you. you helped me learn something about love and life.
i'm still mad as hell and i can't even stand the thought of you...
but thank you.
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Aug 16th, 08 @ 5am ] |
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Aug 14th, 08 @ 9pm ] |
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I am never on this website anymore...
But for some reason something weird is getting to me. Something REAL weird. I have a friend. We talk constantly, we have everything in common, we go to school together.
He met some girl last week and he's completely infatuated with her. She likes him back, so on and so forth.
And I'm the advice giver.
He's never been in love, like I have.
He's never been hurt like I have.
I told him not to put all of the eggs in one basket and sit on it...
because he doesn't really know how things are going to turn out.
I told him long distance relationships end up hurting someone.
I said that I wouldn't start a relationship before going to college.
I'm right... right?
The truth is... it just sounds like good advice.
I think I don't want him to be with this girl, even if she is a good match for him, because I want to be the first person he loves. Not even that, maybe. I want to be a possibility. I want to be someone's infatuation too.
Or maybe I just want someone to love me.
I don't know.
I'm horrible and selfish covered in the facade of a good friend.
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| A letter to myself. |
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Aug 13th, 08 @ 11pm ] |
You know. It sort of fucking hurts when you're left behind for something better..
especially when that something isnt all that superior to begin with.
You're denied the feeling of freedom and happiness.
Because you're too fucking worthless;
you're too fucking dissapointing.
Everything you do and say is meaningless.
Repeated and practised a thousand times to sound pretty;
To lie about the true hidden meaning.
When the only real meaning is that you're so pathetic,
You're so convinced that you hate your life that you
refuse to look at what you have.
You ignore the happiness and enhance the pain.
Always explore the negativity and never
do you once look up and smile
just because you want to;
not because you have to.
You are miserable and hurt everyone around you.
if youre so fucking miserable
If you're so reluctant to change anything
If life is so fucking horrible,
then why do you even exist?
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Aug 12th, 08 @ 4pm ] |
so i lurk around here a lot, hardly ever post. i'm writing about a summer fling that just recently ended. I'm not totally done but I need the opinion of an outsider before I continue because I feel iffy about it. also, not a lot of my friends know that it even happened, so i plan on letting out a lot through this story.
any help please? =]
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Aug 9th, 08 @ 5am ] |
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No. The truth is you are just terribly short.
I giggle. I giggle hard.
Thanks for this laugh. Totally at your expense. HAHAHA.
I hate a guy who is a jerk.
I was jealous that you had a girlfriend, but I feel sorry for her.
She deserves much better.
If I had a guy who disrespected me like you have her, I'd wreck your ego and make you cry like the punk bitch you are.
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Aug 8th, 08 @ 1pm ] |
I hate to say it, but my life has been much clearer since you died.
My college experience had been shitty ever since your diagnosis,
but now I can think clearly, I can stand to read/write for more than
thirty seconds at a time, and
I think I'm going to be okay.
I miss you, and I wish you were in my life still,
but having you only half here was killing me.
I love you. I miss you. I wish you were here.
But I'm going to survive.
I'm going to make you proud.
<3 your daughter.
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Aug 6th, 08 @ 6pm ] |
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Aug 6th, 08 @ 7pm ] |
I hate the way nail polish stick to your fingers when you clean your nails..
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Aug 6th, 08 @ 1pm ] |
i cried the entire movie.
it makes me sick to know that our soldiers have to go through this.
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Aug 4th, 08 @ 10am ] |
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Aug 2nd, 08 @ 5pm ] |
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Jul 31st, 08 @ 6pm ] |
It's getting an obsession!
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